October 27, 2009 at 9:59 am (Uncategorized)




thank you


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October 26, 2009 at 7:56 am (Uncategorized)

as you can see i am very noob at this
so someone please help me on this ><

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October 25, 2009 at 8:52 am (Uncategorized)

yet again i feel more depressed like yesterday
like seriously want to burst into a puddle of tears
and life is shit and always has been shit to me
and my friends are just great to me 🙂
but sometimes i dont tell them everything


feeling lonely is one emotion i really hate
there is nothing you could do when you are like this

Lonely girl 01

all alone, depressed and sad
and yet no shoulder to cry onLonelyGirl

and no one around you that could hear your problems
nor anyone to hug you to make you feel betterlonely-girl

and my world feels so empty
and the people around me are disappearing.


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October 24, 2009 at 7:49 am (Uncategorized)


well hello readers
I feel depressed again, and it feels like as if i am waiting for someone who wouldn’t come back to me anymore. I don’t know why i am doing this, but i know in the end i will get hurt alot ! it’s just that each time i think about that person, my eyes get teary for a bit. But he/she kinds of treat me like shit though and half of my heart is like to fuck it and dont think about that person. So i am so clueless now >< and now i feel like commit suicide ! Like seriously this is how hard it is for me now.

Well anyways on the other hand, the rest of my day was really bad and boring ! when someone came over i just went to my room and i didnt talk to her once when she was over ! because she was like pretty pissed at the stuff i’ve done. She said that I was going to see this “person” but actually i didn’t and wasn’t planning to. Just please get your information right before you judge me on stuff ! it just pisses me off when you dont get your facts right and Fucken tell me bullshit ! Just imagine me saying all this bullshit to you that wasn’t true and was pretty offensive, wouldnt you get pissed at that ?

bye 🙂

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October 23, 2009 at 7:02 am (Uncategorized)

Well today seems like another bad day
still feelings a bit depressed and sad

Well anyways cooking was pretty normal
but i got to talk more to julie-anne
English was a better lesson then some
because we were at the library
so we got to muck around abit 🙂
Japanese was good at first
until i got my phone taken off me ==
Science went fast but i got pissed that lesson
about my stupid Qcats mark ==
it was probably one of the worse marks in science

After school was pretty okay-ish
my sister was yelling at me to get home early ==
but on the way home i got to call my friend
who i havent talk to in a while

Well byee kiddoz 🙂




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October 22, 2009 at 7:32 am (Uncategorized)



Someone depressed like me  

man is it just be or am i feeling depressed ?
I have no idea what is wrong with me
but each time i think about something
i feel like crying
like that “thing” is speical to me
but truth is it ain’t that important

I have tried to cheer myself up
by trying to call other people
and talk retardly to them
but none of these are working

I also have been recently been sad alot :S
and i feel like i wanna die
and feels like i dont belong here anymore
and my attitude to other people is rude
each time when someone say “hello”
i just answer with a “what”

Well hope my life gets better soon

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October 20, 2009 at 9:59 am (Uncategorized)


















Well right now i feel like SHIT ! ==
i dont know what has gotten into me
but i feel like i aint being myself right now
i feel depressed for some reason
and sad, angry, pissed, emo
and i cant be stuff with anything anymore ==

life is life
and i hate mine so far
its being a bitch to me
I just hate what is happening now
why cant my bloody mind stick to one decision
instead of making my life so hard then it is now ==
and now i just feel like bursting into tears



I aint going to blog anymore
i feel so shit to anyways

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October 16, 2009 at 11:11 pm (Uncategorized)

Rahh sorry readers for not blogging yesterday
but today i shall make it longggg

Well yesterday at school was pretty fun for once 😀
in cooking we cooked cookiez,
but my partner had to leave early
since she got s tummy ache 😦
i also found this bug in one of my untensiles D:


finally at lunch we played uno
because we are too cool for 13 (H)
plus i am very bad at it ==
because as you can tell i dont play it often as other people.

GAAA science exam ==
to me it to hard a bit  ><
so i sleept for a bit :L
GOSH ! i hope i get a B at least
and the test was on hot rocks like volcanoes, etc etc

after it was time to go home ^_^
i was on the bus and felt tired
so i sat on the ground and went to sleep for a bit :L

laters (: 

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October 15, 2009 at 11:50 am (Uncategorized)

Rahh Rahh Rahh
Today as usual was very boring for me ==
period 1: math ==
had to do Qcats == it was mega hard as !
and now i got to study for science exam
its going to be hard as ==

laters (:

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October 14, 2009 at 8:17 am (Uncategorized)

Sorry for short blog yesterday, so ill try to make it a bit long



Welll today was boring at school
had double math, sose and dds ==
in math i had to do Qcats !!! :@
Sose i mucked around alot and same with DDS

I missed my bus home ==
Well my friend was kind enough to drive me to inala
in the car he told me to turn left but i turned right
so unco
when i got to inala
i saw ton waiting for me at me my homme 🙂
But things between me and him isnt good
and dont ask what it is !
if you do know, dont say anythinggg

Well guys you shouldnt be worrying about me
i guess i am feeling fine
i aint being emo or drinking or smoking 🙂
so things might be okay sooner or later

Later kiddoz



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